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............Wrong mindset......i Tot i had alot to do....i tot every fyn shXxt i'm involved...i tot how come everytime always i kanna??? juz fir the 10 pts..... was feelin abit screwed thinkin everytime how come i was there?? where's XXX and XXX?? hAiz... mAybe they realli have to prepare their quiz.... how come my quiz week is at the wrong time?? i'm lazy and having to go ard 3 blks to collect money....for like 3 times is quite sianz for me...everytime bath le go tour ard that 3 blks and came back sweating....bobian have to bath again... BUT then again i realise....nothing is for free... others did their part also..... come to think of the time they did the banner painting....was i there??? i was at dance pract... and then there was the blk 21 deco of the "messages"...i wasn't there tooThey had their shares of other stuffs to do....like video taking, making the 'sash' and they did their part in collecting the $$. i believe that my head did a great job in allocatin our jobs... i juz was LAZY and will grumble within myself...this kinda negative feelings will put me into fuqqed up mode...other side of me surfacing.....the screwed up mode.... and when i'm in this mode, i can onli think of myself...i think that the whole world should give in to me...hahAH screwed!!! totally WRONG... i think i've upset alot of pple esp my gal when i'm in that mode... SORRY to all those pple...i know u all probably won't be hearin this but...sighz i juz had to say it....
ShXxt...i'm beginning to write MOre and more "complaints" on my bLog... i'M beginning to let my BLog become a place where i put up all my "bu shuang"s ... shXxt...noOooOoOoOoOoooOo!!! a BlOg should be with ALl the happy entries.. all my hAppy Moments.... ..i WILL not become a "woman" (sorry ladies...lolz)and keep complaining now and then~~~ hAhHAhAHa...i'm stiLL happy with my Life...esp since the end of jAn......
HmmM...no more DAnce pRaCt for the next 3 mths...although sometimes dance cAn be TiriNg aNd siAn but i still love it man...Its the place where i cAn prACtice All my "moves" from all thOSe video clips... shxT now wiThoUt a pLAce to prACtice, hOW am i gOIng To improve ?? HAhAH all mY lockin And poppin.....jiaLat....caN i JUz kop the stUdio kEy???? hahAHahA..
posted by yippi @ 3:19 AM
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