..........zombie
.......ZOMBIE.......I'm pretty much convinced that i'm a zombie....eVer Since young, craving to watch each and every zombies movie...from chinese's "JIANG SI" to english's "vampire" & "living dead" ...I'm so into playstation's Resident evil a.k.a bioharzard...till now i still find shows like "Dawn of the dead" and "date with vampire" series interesting......i dunno why...but i juz love watching zombies in action....and now...i dun slp at night anymore...having examination at this period doesn't help at all....i can't study in noon always without fail feeling sleepy..can onli concentrate at night...with all the lights except table lamp switched off....onli in that kinda "atmosphere" then i can concentrate...i juz haven't start my blood sucking to complete me......dammiT... and speakin of examinations...as usual...totally fely unprepared and no confidence...fuQ...when will i ever learn?? to prepare earlier.... sighz... taking 7 papers and not feeling stressed up right now, is A BAD THING....i still can enjoy listening to jay chou's latest song... yup from his long awaited 6th album..."November's Chopin"... HIs 1st hitis really a HIT....combination of poetic lyrics and his composing.....can't find anything better than that now....strangely, his album's onli out 2 days later and my frend has downloaded his whole album already... talk abt pirates... currently onli have 4 of his hits...some taken from his fan's webby...lolz.... man jay's still as good as ever...
Alot of shXxt happened.....and i'm again joining FUNKA this year...aiming to get into finals this time round... It wasn't an easy decision...Besides the fact that i really wanted some time off in Dec and enjoy trainings for IHG, there's another big decision to make... suppose to send a team of 6(now they say max is 8...wtf..suka suka change)...all started after the Senses performance in the studio ...qns abt who's keen to join funka was raised...i voiced out my views abt if its only going to juz another experience, i'm not into it...i make it a pt that if the team's aiming a spot in the Finals, then i'm interested...Sounds abit cocky...like the BEST team really include me...but heck...that's how i feel...i juz dunwan to spend another 2 mths training like hell and ended up with nothing again..... afew seniors shared the same view..some even driven by it to join...PROBLEMS arised...few of them tot the ideal team was this 6 of us....i tot so too...considering all factors...but my this senior wasn't in the plan...i knew abt his passion for funka since like last yr when i joined...and he's like so enthu abt this yr...but somehow the ideal team dun have him...Given the fact that we can only send 6, i tot no choice since like even i felt that the team was good...(except the fact that there's freshies...i was actualli thinkin of a team of seniors)...although i tot my senior was much better than this freshie...but then...my male dance co-ord due to personal reasons gave up the chance.... PROBLEMS again...what are the chances without him...? who'll be his replacement?? I tot my senor should be the man..but others dun think likewise...they tot we should go ahead with 5 people...They tot his size..(too big...rest of us kinda average) and his style's kinda different from us..... i tot he's better than the freshie...i tot maybe he can give us another advantage as in he can do something different from the male co-ord... the tot of with him in the team will our chance be lesser? did cross my mind...i tot maybe instead he'll UP our chances?? who knows? i seriously think so....discussion abt whether to go ahead without him ended up with him axed..i couldn't convince them...partly becoz maybe i dib put enuff effort...have no support...i was thinking to go ahead with 5's like kinda fuQQed up esp since there's a place available...i rather dun join...but then again this could be my onli year...my only chance to be in a FUNKA finals..Its make or break... I knew if we go ahead, things gonna get bad... who the fuq in the right state of mind gonna accept that he can't join since there's a place...juz kanna axed when his passion is so great...at least i wun accept it....too big a blow...But my desire to be in this yr's FUNKA won me over...i juz have to go with wat the team decides... Felt bad but wat's the use? who's feeling more FUqqed up...ain't me.. ain't the team....sorry........Difficult decision for the team....doube he'll ever get over it...
Now everything's been decided i juz hope this team is really capable of entering the Finals... Hope good chereographer will come... Hope i'll be as good as Omarion after this 2 mths effort...lolz...and i'm lookin fwd to shifting hall...i'm the 1st occupant of that room... heh
posted by yippi @ 6:07 AM
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