SnEAkers LovEr

I knew this wasn't easy. I knew it'll drag and it did. I did it again. Playing the role of a bastard and ruin person's life. I juz never learn........for the 3rd time. At the age of 24 my life starts.....I start to see things differently and i really do know what i want now. Its hard to her and i'm sorry about it. Some things need 2 people to make it complete and I don't think we are . I juz hope that the friends that she confided in will help her along. I'm being a total jerk. I'm currently reading a christian book about why one should not take relationship for fun and why one shouldn't start a relationship unless he/she can commit and knew that he/she is their life partners. Although i'm not a christian, I juz think that what the author wrote is so true. I can relate to it so well and i agree to almost every part of it. Although in real life this is kinda hard to achieve. At 24 u hav to start thinking about future and stuff. I don't wan to ruin another person's life.